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Well I've cried, and you'd think I'd be better for it. but the sadness just sleeps and it stays in my spine for the rest of my life.
Near a sea of pianos, there were waves of chords that crashed against the shore in one huge and useless roar. And there were girls bringing water, like a dream they came to cure the fever of my brain, and soothe my burning throat. And they made me a necklace, hanging beads of sweat on a string of my regrets, and placed it round my neck and they were singing, "Don't you do what you’ve wanted to. Yeah, don't destroy yourself like those cowards do, and maybe the sun keeps coming up because it has gotten used to you and your constant need for proof."
I was cold in a dream somewhere close to the surface, between the ice and the stream. There is three inches of air so I swam towards the light; I let my breath get there first. When I opened my eyes I saw myself in the mirror, and I knew I would do like my father has done. Yes, we will never break from these chains. Your life is going to course like a history book; don't be frightened of turning the page, because it is all the same, it will always be the same.
I need something I want to be close to. And I scream, but I still don't know why I do it, because the sound never stays it just swells and decays, so what is the point? Why try to fight what is now so certain? The truth is all that I am is a passing event that will be forgotten.
Now I have locked my actions in the grooves of routine, so I may never be free of this apathy. But I wait for a letter that is coming to me. She sends me pictures of the ocean in an envelope, so there still is hope. Yes, I can be healed. There is someone looking for what I concealed in my secret drawer, in my pockets deep, you will find the reasons that I can’t sleep and you will still want me. But will you still want me?
We will always be the way we were that night you crawled inside of me, and you slept in my blood the way you sleep now.
You are just a piece of the puzzle so I think you had better find your place.
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